Have you ever sat there, and thought why do I exist? Confused and not knowing what's going to happen the next day? I do this almost everyday. I miss the old times but also regret them as well. There's ton of people on here trying to help others find meaning in their debacle they call a relationship. So many with advice but also lost in their own relationship. Wishful thinking, I think. I don't even know if it's even possible to find the "right one". Just when you do think you have found the right one, life slaps you in the face with a simple answer, "ehhhhhhh nope try again!" Then from there it's like auto-pilot we go to others for answers. I mean what the hell are we looking for? Friendship? Companionship? I just wished I knew what the hell I'm actually looking for. Unfortunately right now its in a bottle.....
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