This past weekend I was at a party and there was a girl there that I know through the guy that owns the house. Lets call her Sarah I don’t know Sarah very well but I have strong attraction to her. I have seen her over there a few times but I only know her as an acquaintance. Well I had been doing a few shots and was feeling pretty good. When I started to feel the alcohol taking affect I went to sit down when I realized Sarah was sitting across from me. Having a boost of confidence from the alcohol I asked her if she would like a massage, since she was complaining about her shoulders earlier in the night.
So I’m giving her a massage and everything going great when I get another boost of confidence and decide to let her know how I feel about her. So I leaned down and whispered in her ear “Hey you know I really dig you right”. That’s not exactly how I wanted to let her know I liked her and the more I think about it the worse it sounds to me. After that I don’t remember anymore of the night next thing I know I’m the floor and the sun is out. I asked a friend about that night and he told me she was a little freaked out by my confession and that I should just give her some time.
To let everyone know it was not my plan to get wasted and make an ass of myself. This was a very harsh lesson in learning my limits. Had I known she was going to be there I’m sure I would have refrained from drinking as much as I did. So does anyone think I still have a chance or did I sabotage myself?