here's the story:
earlier this year, i met a new guy in my grade. instantly he and i became close friends with myself and one of my best friends, let's call her liz. liz, the boy, and i always hung out, and i could tell that he liked liz a lot. at the time i was a little jealous because i thought he would be a good guy to maybe have as a boyfriend, but then again i didn't really care and i was troubled about a previous relationship that occured over the summer - long distance, had to leave, heart broken, the whole angsty thing. anyways, time went on and he and liz never did anything and liz moved onto a new guy. during that time i know he started liking me, and it was very apparent that he wanted to make something out of it. while i had considered it, nothing really happened because i was very wrapped up in some other incidents. i went away for new years and in the few days i had time to think, i realized that i wanted this guy more than anyone, and that he is someone i can trust, who i admire, and is also hilarious and sweet. i had all the intent of coming back and telling him, thinking that he would instantly accept me.
however, when i got back, it turns out he and liz had started hanging out and had gone to a new years party together, and while they hadn't hooked up, they were somewhat together. not knowing this, i straight out told the boy how i was feeling. he let me down gently, telling me that he wasn't looking for a relationship at this time. to be honest, i was shocked because he had really liked me. he then proceeded to tell liz what happened, and i'm just embarassed. i didn't want her to know i felt like this, and i especially didn't want to get rejected for her. while she is one of my good friends, she can be a little bit of a bitch around guys and is really only looking for a hook up. we were all at a party last night and it was just painful to see them so close. i know i was stupid to wait so long but i don't know what to do. hopefullly when school starts back up things will go back to normal and i can try to work from there.
in conclusion, i really want this boy - do you think i should just wait it out, play it cool and wait for them to have their little hookup, or should i do something more forthright?
ps,
we're all juniors.
thanks!