Literally 3 hours ago the girl who means the world to me told me that she just wants to be close friends .
we were together for quite a while and ive never been happier. shes everything i desire and we were always told we were perfect for each other.
We had many fights as every relationship does and eventually we broke up in like november.
we were still very close to each other and whenever we went out she'd sit on my lap, put her head on my shoulder...and after spending more time together we got closer and started holding hands and kissing when we were out and stuff.
3 nights ago we went cinema and ended up going back to hers..we watched a movied in bed, we were spooning and i rubbed her sholders and back and she took her top off. after a while i took her bra off and we started gettin real passionate and ended up having amazing sex.
The next day we went out for her brothers bday and everything seemed kool, we were close but not clingy and i kissed her and we held hands a few times..everythings was gud.
after i left gher that night i didnt hear from her hardly at all for the next few days and i kinda sensed there was something wrong with her last night.. i asked her if everything was kool between us and she basically said shes so confused and doesnt want things to be weird an mess things up.
I asked her what she meant and she sed she doesnt want to get bak into a relationship and we took things way too fast.. i was really confused because i didnt expect this at all.. i thought we were doing fine and taking things slow..the sex was spontaneous ut i didnt find it confusin..i thought it brought us closer together...i guess not..
i sed to her that im so confused after everything thats happened over the last couple of weeks and how she was soo close to me, how can she suddenly feel this way?
in the end she basically sed 'I want to be friends, close friends the way it used to be like happy'.. i sed 'what b4 we started goin out?' and she sed 'no b4 it started goin gay'...
I know all she wanted was for me not to be clingy and she needed space.. i gave her all of this and i feel like she didnt believe in making us work out.. i really want to show her what im worth because i know she loves me still..