Im not really looking for advice, but I will accept it. I just need to vent a little and my friends think Im crazy.

This weekend was my orientation for collage so I was able to meet a few of my future classmates. After lunch on the first day a few of us headed to town during a break. We grabbed some coffee and had a little chat. One of the girls that was with us really grabbed my attention. I didnt think to much of it at the time, she was pretty shy and didn't talk much at first. As the day progressed we ended up sitting next to each other at some of the presentations (I made every attempt to ) We talked and joked around a little and ended up hanging out together all night (as part of a group but she would say things to me that were really not intended for other people to hear. Not stuff that was purely for me, but more personal questions and the like. The next morning our little group met up after breakfast. While we were walking to the next presentation she asked me more seemingly silly questions, like "How did you sleep" etc. We tried to figure out which classes we needed to take in the next meeting. We were both clueless but I tried to help her as much as I could. After that I didn't see her again until in the airport for only a second. She yelled out my name and waved. I waved back but it was a half-assed attempt.

I have been kicking my self in the ass all day for not making my intrest more appearant. I was going to give her a call, but she lives about an hour and a half away, it seems futile to even try. I probably wont see her again until the fall and who knows what will happen then. Arg lifes a bitch aint it?