I disappeared for a while.

[Bo]

Life has gotten a little too crazy to handle at the moment.
I really hate it. I feel like i need to get rid of a lot of negativity...and i don't know how.

My ex and i have recently started to really part ways. I miss him and love him still but i'm sick of who he is right now. Which is an uncaring, immature asshole. And as i have mentioned i met a new guy in one of my classes and have been seeing him for a while. Things have gotten more serious but we've already decided to an uncommitted relationship since he is leaving in three months to a university about 6 hours away....somehow i find my whole family pissed off at me right now which makes my living situation really shitty. I wrecked my car in an accident on sunday in which i was very much sober and now my car is screwed. I've had friends that have been very flaky lately and i guess it just tells me who my real friends are.
oh and not to mentioned i found out my ex cheated on me with this bitch that i used to call my friend. He feels disgusted with himself because she is probably one of the ugliest females ever...but being drunk was apparently a good enough excuse to have sex with my now ex friend at a party in a room full of ppl.
he makes me feel sick..........That's not even half of it. oh so many twists but i won't get into the details. it would be TMI.

someone shoot me...seriously i feel like my life is back to square one and a lot of things are ****ed up. i really just wanna pack my bags and leave my state for a while....

[Gigabitch]

Jeeze Louise, girl. What a mess.

[Illusional]

hey... atleast you're not in a court room.

raverboy

[Mish]

It's not that bad. Just a shitty ex, a car accident and some flaky friends. Nothing out of the ordinary. It will pass.

[Bo]

hey... atleast you're not in a court room.

raverboy

Ahem. GEESUS......wow illusional you hit it on the target.
yep i got arrested last month. Non-drug or alcohol related.
yep long story
i told you guys life is a ****ing mess right now.

[Bo]

It's not that bad. Just a shitty ex, a car accident and some flaky friends. Nothing out of the ordinary. It will pass.

i am sure damn hoping so....
i feel so negative these days, we should all have a tea-party or something, eh? lol

[Illusional]

well yesterday i was in court and i have to go back for another hearing... dammit... i need a drink.

raverboy

[LadieNisha4u2nv]

well yesterday i was in court and i have to go back for another hearing... dammit... i need a drink.

raverboy

Isn't that what got you there in the first place?

[Illusional]

actually no... it was an excessive speeding charge, not a DUI charge.

raverboy

[Bo]

actually no... it was an excessive speeding charge, not a DUI charge.

raverboy

How fast?

i'm guessing you didn't have to go to court in hand-cuffs and shackles?...that's a plus at least..

[Illusional]

here in hawaii, if i were going over 80 mph then i would've been arrested. that is a class 2 excessive speeding charge. i was going 30 mph over the posted limit which is the class 1 charge. they both suck, but i guess it's better than i was going the lesser of the two.

raverboy