Finally gave her the axe, did I do the right thing?
I posted my story here before twice, so I won't repeat it. I can give background info later if necessary.
So basically, before today I was wanting to just tell her to **** off but never really having the ability to do that.
Then yesterday I had had enough. I called her up and I was pissed, I wanted answers right then and there. I pretty much said, do you love me? She said yes. I said, are you sure about that? She said yes, i'm sure. I said, how much do you love me? She said, I love you more than words can describe, you know that. I was like, ok... so my next question is, do you love me enough that if given the option between him or me, you would choose me? Her response was, can we talk about something else? I was like, no. Answer the question. So she says, you know i'd love to be with you but because of the circumstances i can't. There are some circumstances that I can't tell you about but they are preventing it from happening.. Then I said, ok. I hope you're happy with that choice.
Then she says, choice? What are you talking about? And I said the question I just asked you wasn't hypothetical.. It's either you choose to be with me or you choose to stay with him, you can't have both. And I won't continue to give you my friendship and my unconditional love to someone who doesn't feel like i'm worth it either. Then she started cry and was like, please don't do this... this is not what I want.. And I said, you know what I want, and you know what i've wanted for a long time now... and since that's not what you want, then there's no place for me in your life anymore. Goodbye.
So, I feel as though I did the right thing, but the way she got so emotional made me feel as though I should've tried harder or said something different. But I don't know, confused.
Last edited by soulsurvivor23; 30-06-09 at 11:34 PM.
Be careful with your heart, because when someone seems too good to be true, they usually are.