Hey guys ...
My gf of about six months has had quite the sexual past. She has admitted to dating 15 guys over a two and a half year period, after her divorce, and has said that for the past five years, she has had "quite a bit of one-night-stands".
I have a very limited sexual past, under 10, but just over 5 and I have never had a one-night-stand, and honestly do not think that I ever could because it is not just "sex" for me, it is two people in love, in a comitted relationship, etc.
I have posted about trying to deal with her past and I have read several, several posts about the same thing and what people are experiencing and try to do to get over the issues.
I always remind myself, "it is in the past, leave it there", or, "that was her then, as long as she is not that way now, that is all that matters", etc.
I really want this relationship to work as we both love each other very much and have lots of fun together, but I find that this eats at the back of my brain, daily. Honestly, sometimes, I almost get physically ill thinking of making love/having sex with her, knowing all of the things she has done and the guys she has been with. If it eats at me so much now, I can certainly see how it will eventually "come to a head" and be a BIG issue for me later on, which may ruin everything we have.
So, my question is, how did you get over your partner's past? What suggestions can you pass along?
Thank you!