2 nights ago i was talking to my girl friend and called her plain by mistake, she is very beautiful what i ment was she was natural, i tried explaining what i ment, but this ended up in a disagrement which went on to her telling me that i do not appreciate her as much as some of her friends do, i really love her to pieces, i know she loves me, we do not live together we live 125 miles away due to us being tied away to our jobs, we are thinking of moving in together in the next year, when i am with her she makes me extremley happy, i never want to lose her, she seems worried that i have cheated on her in the past, which i never have or never would consider doing so, she is really beautiful and she no longer likes me to tell her how pretty she is and looks, because if i see her as plain i must not see her as beautiful in her eyes, she is a very caring, loving girl friend and very sentimental, i have hurt her feelings very much, how can i make up for this? i am worried that she is going to finish me, we have been in a relationship since age of 14 & 15 we are now 18 & 19, we both know each other extremly well, but this time i feel i have really blown it, Please Help!
How can i show more appreciation towards her, as we don't see each other every week?
How can i show my love towards her more?
How can i reassure her that i would never cheat on her?
Would proposing to her make any of this better?
I really love her i don't want to lose her she means the world to me.
Stuart
p.s. sorry for all the questions, i just don't want to let her go.