Ok. I will try to make this as short as possible.
I was with my guy for almost 11 months. We broke up (broken up a few times before) but I was certain that this would be it. When we broke up this time, I didn't have an urge to call him and want to reconcile...instead I wanted to go out and do my own thing. Its been a week since we broke up. I thought I was ready to go out and go on dates...I went on my first date tonight with a guy I have a big crush on but it just made me miss my ex. I'm so discouraged right now...I mean I thought I really was into this guy I went on a date with but I didn't quite feel a connection. Now all I can think about is how I don't want to be with anyone else.
I've tried everything to forget about him. Cut all contact, ignore his calls and text, brush off his desire to reconcile...tried to push away everything that resembles him...and when I finally go on this date (I was really excited cause I thought we would really hit it off) all I could think about is my ex.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Help?