it is SO HARD to move on from my unfortunate ex (whom landed me in ALOT of trouble) and well i had a date tonight.
so, we get on well via MSN and phone and tonight... nothing. dunno why and it got cut short.
reason? "you are such a sweet guy but you arent my type"
but she got a call (in other words, she texted her friend to ring her) saying her son was sick.
my and my ex - we were so great together and got on sooooo well. so lovingly and everything, and now im back to this crap. i am never given a chance but my ex, wow - she was great until she did ALOT of crap for no reason.
cant even be in a relationship before the months I may spend behind bars for something I didnt even do!
I also feel as if I cheated. its wierd/odd. but i guess its because of how me and my ex were, and what we had established and built.
damn, I wonder what she has been up to the past month and who she is with. sick sick sick.