My story is a long one, so sit back.
My names will and the girl I love is Lily. We've been going on and off for 6 months and she loves me too. We talk all the time and have a fun time doing that, but at times we both tend to be sassy. Well, in early november, we broke up and I went to a dance and hooked up with a girl. This girl who had a crush on me and I was well just plain stupid. I regret this, but when lily asked how the dance was and if I hooked up, I replied no. With that one word, that one word, I made it worse. She finds I did and then she doesn't trust me. Which, I understand. I regret the incident and so I've learned. Then we dated again, and broke up again (reason unclear) but she got a new boyfriend. This new guy, whom she dated for 1 day, lived kinda far. So, at a party Lily was talking about he and I and which one she liked more. She chose me, dumped him and we went out again. Now, today is the 30th of January and I just got home from a party at Lily's house. We talked, and she flat out told me she's in love with me and when I go to college she'll be heartbroken, but I will too.Being a male, I probably will not dwell on the situation as long and with a change of scenery I will be better able to remember the good times and not want to have her. One thing, If I get into Seattle, I'll start in late September and thats round 7-8 monthes between getting ready. So, we both love each other and I just want to make every day count with her, I've been told I should just try and forget, but she has something that no other girl has, she's made me cry and if she can do that, without telling me she hates me; then there must be something there. So, if you would; please tell me what you think. I know if we keep up like this for 8 months its going to be so hard, but I just cant forget about her now.