When i was really young i had a crush on the most dreamy girl ever, i was immature at the time and wanted her to stop paying attention to the other kids, and so i pretended to accidentally fall and hurt myself [making it look very real] to have her say are you okay. Sadly i ended up breaking my forearm and she was the only person who saw me break it. In the end, she didnt say a word, not even a "are you okay".... They say that the ignorant get more attention than the attentive, they were right because now i can't stop thinking of her , and i do it everyday... How can i help myself?