Hello,
Anybody who has read my previous post will understand, [URL="http://www.loveforum.net/broken-hearts-forum/39621-getting-close-ending-but-dont-want-seem-like-hypocrite-make-mistake.html"]you can view it here.[/URL]
To summarise though, had a very up and down relationship with ex, things came to a head a couple of months ago when she stopped talking to me and I think that was pretty mush the start of, if not the actual break up and it just got drawn out as she didn't want to see me. Before that however we were having issues and things were not right.
In the end we broke up, was ok as far as breakups go as we both knew it wasn't working so it was a nice relaxed chat. There were a lot of tears when it came to finally saying goodbye but it was the right decision as the relationship was making me miserable and stressed all the time.
So it has been a few weeks now and I have been doing ok, felt crappy for the first few days but kept busy seeing friends and doing lots of things which really helped and I wasn't thinking of my ex constantly. I think what also helped was that I was so stressed in the relationship that when it finally ended there was a great deal of relief as the stress kind of went away.
Pretty much things were going ok, up until about a week ago when it has all got quite strange and confusing.
Firstly going out and about with friends there are obviously other people out and a few nights ago I got approached by a nice girl who started talking to me and I get the feeling she is quite interested. She seems really nice and I would like to get to know her better as we seem to have a lot in common.
Now this in itself isn't a huge problem and I was quite chuffed to be honest, I am not actively pursuing trying to find another relationship but took the view that now I am single if I randomly meet somebody interesting then I would think about going out on a date with them and take it from there.
And then the other day I get a message from my ex asking if I fancied meeting up, she doesn't know if it is a good idea and thinks it may be too early and will understand if I don't want to and she misses me. Well talk about throwing a spanner in the works, I don't want to get back with her, I know we are just incompatible in a relationship as we want different things and can't give each other what they want. We have tried and given it a second chance but to no avail.
Now however I feel guilty that I have been chatted up and am considering going out on a date as I know she misses me and I don't want to hurt her by making her think that I have just forgotten about her and am just moving on. It would have been fine if she had asked in a couple of months and in away that was just asking how I was doing but it doesn't seem like that.
I don't know what I am doing now, like I said I know I don't want to get back with my ex as things would not work out but I don't want to tell her just to leave me alone and go away as she was a big part of my life for over two years. On the other hand I don't want to hurt her feelings by just seeming that I have moved on. On the other hand not taking the opportunity to get to know somebody new that seems really nice that I just met completely by chance seems silly as I would be hanging on to the past and not moving on which is what is needed after a breakup.
It is all very confusing, advice, suggestions, opinions anybody?
S