Hello all! I am new to this site and just looking for some input from other people. I am 26, I have 2 sons. I was with my ex for 10 years, married for the last 3. We split up about 7 months ago. Its been really hard on me and my kids, but I know it was the right thing to do! He cheated on me, with his best friends wife, whom I was also "friends" with. Now I have been back out on the market, and guess what!? I'm still getting played left and right!! Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me, sometimes I just blame men for being assholes. Sometimes I think of going lesbian, though I'm not sure if that would help matters!
I just dont see how I could be with a guy for months, he keeps saying he's not the settling down type, he doesnt want things to get "Complicated". So I got tired of his shit and broke things off with him! Not even a month later hes IN LOVE with his new GIRLFRIEND!! Then the last guy I was with, was a total internet whore (guess thats what I get for meeting him off the net) but he was throwing all this LOVE crap at me after a week! Meanwhile everytime I wasn't around he was getting on Fubar & Mocospace and all these other sites, talking to girls, giving out his # & pics of his ... you know what!!!
So it makes me think...maybe it is me?? Maybe I do something to these guys to push 'em away? Maybe I'm just unloveable?? Maybe im just ranting and raving because I'm hurt & pissed & tired of games. idk. Anyways, Thanks for reading this and I'm sure there will be more to come!