Well about a month ago my girlfriend and I broke up. She was my first girlfriend and my first love. We loved each other so much. She is a very depressed girl. Many bad things have happened to her in her life. She told me I have given her the most emotionally fulfilling relationship She has ever had.

We broke up because she has a sexual problem. First of all It is hard for her to be monogamous ( She told me that in the span of six months she could have 3-4 sexual partners). Second of all she is rarely satisfied during sex, with most men, she could have multiple orgasms and still not be satisfied. And when we met she was pregnant with someone else's baby (this man was in a coma and only recently woke up and remembered he impregnated her.)

While this man was in a coma me along with her mother got her a late term abortion because she was 25 weeks pregnant before she fine finally decided to tell her mother for fear of being disowned (we are freshman in college and she lives in a dorm and rarely goes home).

When we broke up I told her that I didn't want to be in a relationship with her anymore and I told her that I might be co- dependent because Of a few factors. She thinks she broke me. Now a month later, I want her back. I love this girl with everything that's inside me and my insides ache because I miss her. And I know she misses me because she posts status's like "How do you fix it when the people holding your heart have split it into a million pieces each? And they don't even know they have it?"

I believe this is referring to me. After all this I want her back. I now know I'm not broken or co-dependent. I'm gonna tell her this and I want to ask her to come back to me. Am I an idiot? Thanks for reading