Jealousy? Insecurity? Past?

[Loulou]

I keep accusing my partner of 4 years of cheating. He loves me to bits and I love him, and I think my issues stem from my past. I was cheated on by all of my previous partners, one who physically abused and raped me. My dad cheated on my mum, and my current boyfriend once broke up with me for another girl a couple of years back. My partner is SO angry with me & I think he might break up with me. How can I explain how I feel in a way that will make him understand? How can I apologize? What Can I do to get over my past issues? Is it even possible to work through this? I am really stuck

[adam95]

well i believe if you guys really love each other then it will work out. you need to stop accusing him and you have to apologize. gaining trust is hard and takes time but just ask him for one last chance. considering he's been with you for 4 years despite your accusations shows he does care for you.
explain to him about your past and how it haunts you. it might be better if you see a therapist regarding this. I was traumatized by my parents relationship and my dads constant cheating. still haunts me to this day. you just need some one to talk to. and if not a professional then im sure your boyfriend will listen.
good luck friend

[girl68]

I think this starts with YOU believing that you ARE worth it.