I love him, he keeps rejecting me

[hecate]

sorry if this is done here before, I'm new so I don't know.
anyway 2 years ago I met a male neighbor of my workplace. Time went by and I move to another State every 9 months for job reasons, I had sex with guys and flirted with others but the point is I never put that neighbor out of my heart. It'a not mutual, I let him know and he no longer sais ''hello'' to me on the internet even.
He doesn't like me back, treated me like crap for the 2nd time, but the point is I'm in love with him. I've no trouble of any kind finding a man a lot more handsome to treat me like a princess. But i don't know what to do I I'm in love with that old neighbor that treats me like crap.
any suggestion?

[Gigabitch]

Yeah, I have a suggestion. Avoid him. He's a jerk.

Also, think about some self-esteem counseling.

[Kayla]

There are plenty of men out there- you don't need this jerk.

[hecate]

u don't need to refer to him as a jerk, people.
I cry thinking of him, I ve psycosomatic problems and seeing a doc for them. and of course I'll also see a shrink about it.
i know i don't need him nobody said it's logical. I only want to get over it bcause it's not mutual.

[Gigabitch]

He ignores you on the internet and had treated you like crap twice.

How is he not a jerk?