Hello,
Even I made the decision (see the last post) that it's over as he left me and now is dating with chick from work, I'm missing and it kills me- well, at least doesn't make me feel comfotable at all. I managed to check his Facebook website to check if there's any message about his brand new awesome life without me as it could help me to hate him. But not. Nothing. He stopped being active on Facebook since he left. What is strange as he was updating something every day (social addict).Does it mean he's so happy wth the new fling or just doesn't feel like? No idea.
Anyway. It's still so painful for me. I'm going out with my friends, moving ut of the old place to make myself feel better and just to get rid of place where we spent lot of good and bad time. 2,5 years- I'd never suspect that relationship wth him could man so much for me. Apparently it didn't mean much for him as 2 months after the break up he turned up with a girl from work on our firends party. Or maybe t's the rebound girl? Week ago I was sure I wouldn't like someone back who has already went into someone else. But now I'm confused. I wish I could forget immediately and just stop hurting myself by thinking about him.
How to stop missing? In previous post I said I felt so comfortable with him like never before. And even with his family. I'm so annoyed that it's not me who hsa a rebound guy- just to go out in the evening and have sex. But how to do it?