I love him .. Or do i ? :'(

[Louneedshelp]

i've been going out with my boyfriend for 5 months now , its been a very tough relationships as we both come from different backgrounds .. i'm from a quite nice one .. his isn't so fortunate .. but we love each other very much . i really truly love him and i know he does the same. But my family dislike him , especially my mum , my mum and i are like best friends or sisters , i love her very much , but she can be so rude and bitter about him and it can make my life hell. Firstly she says he 'ponses' of people , e.g. cigarettes if he doesnt have any , secondly that he has no qualifications and will get no where in life ( which is true , but he keeps saying he's going to go to college and get a job ) , he has had a job but only labouring ones which are unreliable , thirdly he can dress like a bit of a tramp sometimes , but he is a gorgeous boy and i think the world of him . The main point to this post is that recently i've been getting quite depressed and not knowing whether i should end it with him because i'm hurting my mum but i cant find the balls to do it , last night i was going through his phone and i found a few texts from a girl , which were clearly quite flirtacious saying ' i was going to text you earlier but i thought you might be with your girlfriend :/' and ' what time do you go to bed ' and 'well maybe later then ' ... instantly i was shaking all over and he seemed a bit nervous i was questioning them and he was saying how she is two years older than him and she already has a boyfriend , also his sent box are deleted :S which made me more suspiscious , so i kicked him out the house and told him to leave me alone i gave him all his stuff and he was crying and so was i , and he left. i've woken up this morning in hysterics , i don't know if i want to be with him or get over it , his facebook status is saying how much he loves me and will never be hole again , so i rang him crying saying i need time to think and he sounded so cool and laid back .. i said ' you dont sound to worried?!' and he just said i really love you and i'd never cheat on you , i miss you ive been up all night etc etc etc , so i just said well if you want me you can call me whenever and hung up. :'( im so confused and worried and upset i dont know what to do :'( follow my head or my heart...

[asdfg789]

Errr ... so what do you like about him besides his looks ?

He sounds unmotivated, financially unstable and emotionally unreliable.

Good looks combined with these attributes is likely more trouble than if he had just average looks.

Is he really what you want ?

[WICKED THOUGHTS]

Remember its bout ur happiness. I say.. u try again, but clearly tell him what can in prove with u and him. And later if it duznt wrkout? Then.. ucan go on and not have that what if? Nway, gluck

[xxazurexx]

Why the heck are you going through his phone? Did you have reason beforehand and to be distrusting him?