Hi there! :)

[Lolalala]

Hi there
Just wanted to introduce myself. Broke up with my boyfriend a few days ago. Im 33 and he is 42. He has a child from a previous relationship and I made the mistake of dating him too soon out of the relationship (I was not a factor in the breakup. She cheated and left him)-we've known each other for a year as aquaintances. We have common friends. We've had the best time together. We spoke about a million times a day on the phone until last week when it all went rapidly downhill. He says he is feeling guilt about his daughter growing up in a single parent home. There is much more to this story but this is the core of it. I cant fight that. In fact I get it. The most horrible part is that he told me he loved me while I was ending it. He said it a few times before but I never reciprocated. I didnt say it this time either but I do feel it. I initiated no contact. Its friggin hard! But he needs to do what he needs to do and I need to move on for me. Who knows what the future will bring when they get this whole mess sifted out.

Anyway Im a pretty happy and positive person and I hate myself for being this sad the past few days. I also want to kick myself in the butt for wanting him back and waiting for his phone call/text/whatever crumbs he'll give me. I sat at home feeling sorry for myself this weekend not really talking to any of my friends-which I find pretty pathetic. Im super social & have no trouble meeting guys. But after this one I don't want to! I found this forum a couple of days ago and decided tonight to post a message introducing myself. Everyone seems pretty friendly and normal. Thanks for reading my ramble!

-L

[WICKED THOUGHTS]

Oii! Oii! Welcome girl :p