i have been with my x-girlfriend and we broke up 2weeks+ ago. we were together for 3 years 8 months. we have been staying together. and i have been paying for everything and she loves me just so much.
i was afool 2 years back. lying to her and went out with female about 4 times. but once only to drink and stuff. because shes insecure i did not tell her and such.
after the incidents. i have changed so much i didnt lie to her anymore and such. have been doing everything. and suddenly 3 weeks ago she asked me are you ready to tell me about the past. well , i didnt. ONLY UNTIL WE BROKE UP then i told her. and said im sorry and i wanted her back and such. then she said for some time alone and i gave it to her about 1 week. then we talked again and she said she is tired of this and dont wanna try anymore. said she thinks she dont love me in that way anymore. and ask me to stop trying and such. then i asked her if no matter the duration will i have a chance to woo you again. she said " can you dont ask me this kind of question" . and everytime i talked about the happy past she just replies " .. " " lol.. " and recently she has a new boyfriend. 2 weeks after we broke up. and they are together 1 week now. she LIKES him. but do not love him. and she still loves me.
i know i deserve this for lying and such. but i really love her so much. and ive been doing what i can to get her back.
Do i have a chance of getting her back? shes giving alot of mixed signals and thoughts.
one of the post she posted when she got together with the guy
" I dont know if im making the right choice but at least im happy now and i know i wont regret making this decision, i will try not to care and be happy.. afterall im going to live for myself now.. and be happy."
and she is sort of avoiding to talk to the friends both she and i know.. and me.
can i have some advice and stuff and if you guys need to ask me stuff please feel free..