Dont want to be a home wrecker! suggestions??

[Funtime]

Well it was a year ago when iv e done my placement in a hospital and HE was my supervisor.. It sounds silly but I seriously loved him from the first sight...days passed by and I knew him better and loved him more.. I also felt here was some mutual liking... but oneday I found out from one of the nurses that he is married and he has children.

I slowly pulled myself and tried having placements on other hospitals, I tried so hard to forget him and resume my life somewhere else...But I failed, I even can’t start a relationship since I am still not over him.
Due to the nature of my training I still meet him from time to time... and he is still charm me whenever i meet him. I don’t know if he has a happy life with his wife or not? And I don’t intend to be a home wrecker....!!!

But it is such a burden that I bear...So my plan is to send an anonymous email telling him about how i feel... I know it sounds childish and it won’t benefit either of us.. but I think this might ease the pain in my heart...
So guys!.. do u think i should go on with my plan??... wat do you think his reaction will be? Or do u have other suggestions??

[thundersw]

I guess if you send him an e-mail there's a chance his wife may read it.
Try to put yourseld together and may not be love but an enormous attraction by a colleage at work. I believe that never ends well both professionally and personally.
Give yourself a time and think about this, you can become a home wrecker or not, that's your call.

[twinrexes]

Pour your feelings out in a handwritten letter. Then burn it. Leave married men alone.

[Funtime]

Thundersw- His wife won't read the email cause it is a workl account! Besides I gave myself alot of time.. I changed my training place becuz of him.. I tried startin new relationships...I sat down with myself and wrote down all his bad things in order to put him off my heart and mind... It is been a year now.. and it is not working!.. So i was thinkin if i send an email, I will feel that at least i said what i ve should ve said long time ago without hurting him or his family...

[thundersw]

Sorry for being blunt...but...why would you die to send him an e-mail telling explicitly that you love him?
What answer do you expect back from a married man? That he responds to your feelings and then you say "yes i did it" and get close with him? So he can cheat his wife?
Imagine that you are married to him and some other girl is doing something like you're thinking of doing. What would you do?
By the way, work accounts CAN be configured on your e-mail client of your personal computer. There's always that risk.
In my opinion you should just stay out of it, you seem a bit obsessed, try to hang out friends or telling one your female friends, may help.

[Funtime]

Oh well ....such a misfortune I brought myself!!
but u r right! It seems I am obsessed rather than anything else now! I m giving up this email idea!