By this text you'll notice i'm a very shy person.. Well.. Here it is:
I'll share you my little story..
Some years ago (about 6), I met a girl.. I feel in love with her..
We started talking and we became really good friends...
We were at the same class but changed about 3 years after we met..
After some time she started calling me as her 'best friend'..
To be honest i don't believe in 'best friends'.. Just in 'good friends' and this might be the reason i don't..
About 2 years ago she, we still talked with each other every day! But suddenly in some day she began to ignore some of my messages... As i thought she might think i was being kinda boring by texting all day (she used to text me too all day) i stopped beginning conversations in the morning and started to wait until she wanted to talk to me..
And so it was..
When she started to talk in the morning i would answer, but if she stopped i would bore her.. After 2 weeks of this, she stopped texting me..
For the next months i sent her 2 or 3 sms from time to time and she sometimes answered my messages unlike me who always answered when she asked me for anything..
Since i thought i would be forgotten, i thought it didn't matter so in one of the few conversations we had, i told her what i used to feel about her (note that in this point i already knew i couldnt do nothing.. it was even hard to be regular friends)
During that time she had 2 boyfriends which didn't last much but after i told her that, she started to talk to me again.. But still nothing compared to what we used to.. Some days after that i found that she had a new boyfriend..
It seems this last one is doing fine with her and it will last longer than the others..
Some months have passed now and we rarely speak with each other (different universities make it harder for me to see her)
Luckly for me after some years of "torture" i now dont feel what i used to feel about her but still i really wanted us to be good friends.
PS: You might think its strange i used to always talk to her through SMS.. Well.. She used to spend every moment with her group of friends and it was kinda strange to talk to her inside that group.. When i talked to her in the group its like she ignored me.. She would only answer when she was alone which was very rare so it was better to text her..
So my 2 questions are:
- Have i done something wrong or i never had any chance? If i you think i did something wrong, please tell me so i won't have the same mistake with other girl.
- Is there anyway we can preserve our friendship?
Thanks