Hello. My name is Ben. Right? Okay, so I was born a normal person and all, and lived in complete normalcy until I was about 14. I was diagnosed with a rare neuro-muscular disorder called Friedreich's Ataxia. Relatively what it is, is a balance problem. A really really bad one. It does indeed affect my day to day living and almost all normal social activities, but does that matter? cause I still try my best to do them all anyway. I walk with a limp, sometimes get vertigo and hold a wall.. should it affect how attractive I am? I also have a slight curvature of the spine (I've had multiple surgeries for it) and I don't think it's that bad, you couldn't tell unless I bent over or took off my shirt. On a bad day I would tell you differently.
So, I walk like an injured man, and struggle to make some distance.
I walk about a mile till my legs give out, I try to avoid stairs at all costs for fear of falling, but if their is a hand rail then it's no problem. I don't go to events like sports, because I could potentially fall and die on bleachers.
Need I continue?
Anyway, I don't think I'm a bad looking guy but it really isn't hard to piece together that something is wrong with me from a physical first impression. I don't have a confidence problem, and I have tons of friends that are females (options eh)
but it seems I've been turned down into the wickedness of the friendzone everytime.
I'm asking... is there good intentions in any females out there?
or am I just a pathetic unattractive piece of shit?
the hand of love never wanted to touch me.
I would post a picture, but I need 15 posts..
I've had some messy relationships here and there, nothing ever worked out, but I've made some ever lasting friends (that I wish were lovers... )
keep looking?