im petrified of myself.

[narnie]

Im am falling for my best friend. I am still in love with my ex. And I cant control my flirting with an old flame.
A few months ago a very close friend of mine and I started dating. I fell in love for the fist time. He said forever. I believed him. 3 months, yes only 3 months,ater he broke up with me. I was devistated. My heart broke.

Back a few years ago I met 3 boys. The first one I noticed I was tKen in by. He was beautiful. Lets call him John. John and I have always been flirts-with eachother. He is literalky the most perfect person I have ever met.
Tgen the boy I never thought would mean anything and he meant everything-Eddy-and tgen the creep Charlie.

Charlie is my best friend, we share everything,even feelings for ine another. Eddy was my first love, I still live him. And then John, he is perfect and I cant help myself but flirt back.

I have feelings fpr 3 boys, and 2 have feelings fpr me. I csnant lose Charlie, and Eddy I dont want back. Oh my what do I do!?

[VincenzoG91]

You are boy-crazy. I suspect that you have low self-esteem and can't stand being alone for long. You would be better off staying independent and learning how to be happy with yourself before getting seriously involved with anybody else.

[Bonfire]

For the first time, someone manage to confuse me with their story telling. I can't follow who was who. It's not even a long story either. Props to you. I don't know. Just marry all three of them?

[confused lisa]

I think that the details of the story don't really matter here. You have feeling for multiple guys and sound pretty lost right now. I think that you need to make the decision that you are not going to get involved with ANY of them at this time. Choose to stay single for a few months and see how things develop with each of them during this time. You do need to focus on yourself for a bit and avoid getting into any kind of a relationship.

[devonbrown]

I, too, was confused by your story. But I agree with lisa and vincenzo. Back away from all of them and focus on yourself.
Flirting is no big deal. Having friends is no big deal. Even dating multiple people is no big deal (as long as you aren't committed to any of them). But since it seems to be weighing so heavily on your mind, you may want to step back and think about what it is that you really want before you move forward with anyone.

Good luck.