I did a summary at the end lol..
As of last monday my GF and I were taking time, she said she needed to figure out her life, career, and assess her goals before anything gets more serious with us. It was very hazy whether or not we were broken up and Thursday night she was at my house (parents house) and said she wanted to be with me, I confirmed twice and asked if she was sure this is what she wanted, she said yes. And then later that night I asked again at her house and same answer. So I figure we are good and I could help her figure out her other things.
Saturday morning I ran into my GF's ex (who she was 'trying' to work out a friendship with) and she was with him actually (she said they were talking about it), and asked if he would like to come to my brothers stag and doe, he said sure and I told him some of my buddies (who he knows) would be there too.
My GF didn't like this idea one bit.
My GF and I go out for dinner before the stag and doe and she says we arent together and that she still needed time and that yes she wants to be with me but we arent dating. She said she wouldn't go pick up and that she wasn't going anywhere, she just needed head space to think. I told her a ton of info and she pegged me as Dr. Phil... anyways I was ok with this, she wanted to hang out so we didnt loose what we had but to not get more serious and to even take a small step back.
Stag and doe comes and she is hanging off her ex, I ask her about it and she denies it, I had too much shit going on to do anything else. My friends would ask why I'm putting up with that disrespect and I let it slide, my one friend asked drunkenly what the **** she was doing and she very plainly said we had broken up.
Shit hits the fan, I ask her to leave, she had no ride, so I was said I was leaving my own brothers wedding event.
Her ex's face after i said i was leaving showed me more sympathy than any comfort my friends could have given me.He was the first one out the door when I walked out.
I end up going back in and she pulls me aside to talk, we go to my car and she basically yells at me saying im ruining any chance of friendship with her ex. I tell her what she is doing and she denies it and says that isn't how it is.
I end up getting drunk and her ex actually offers his house as a place to stay. She was pissed! Her, him, myself and his friend drove us to his house (she was going home though), she was pissed, launched the front seat into my knees and was saying how her ex and I were boyfriends and best friends now, and we were drunk and played a long like ass holes.
We get to his house and are talking, turns out in the time we were dating (which he had no idea about, she kept telling him we werent) that they were sleeping together constantly. He was shocked to hear her and I were having sex too let alone dating for 5 months.
He told me many things about her past, that her boyfriend in highschool/ year afterwards that cheated on her with 5 other girls (i knew that part) had gotten her pregnant too and she had an abortion (didn't know that part of it.. she had always told me her ex helped her through tough times and that's why friendship was so important, and now i know that it was he who helped her recover from doing what she did). He said one night while they were dating and talking about past sex life that she has slept with over 30 people (she is 23 in two weeks). She isn't one of those girls you can look at and know she has a dumpster for a vagina either.
I told him that she had stopped taking her pill and if he knew that, he didnt and had been ****ing her without a condom.
I sent her messages saying I knew these things now, and that although I knew she was lying about stuff before that I didn't think it was this!
He told me, and she has told me before that he has said this too, that he has moved on and been with other people and is going to ask someone else out.
She said she only wanted to talk to her ex and that she never loved me.
Her ex calls her and says that he doesn't know how to say it any differently, that he has moved on and she should have to and should have been happy with me. He got harsh and said he hadn't just been having sex with the girl he likes, but since he and her broke up that he has been with girls that caused problems while they were dating. She said she didn't care and wanted him. He told me that if her and I can some how work things out (not happening btw) that he hopes it can work and said that now that he knows for sure that we were together and if we are again he would never sleep with her and cut all ties if that's what I wanted. He said 3 months ago he sent me text messages (he only had my old number) asking what was going on, and when i didnt reply he sent more basically giving me caution and that maybe he and I should talk (he still had the sent messages on his phone and showed me them). He said he would of tried harder to contact me but assumed i was ignoring him and he didnt know we were dating so didn't think it was THAT big of a deal then. I know he is a straight up guy, my friend has been his classmate for 5 years and tells me he is good too. I actually think that he and I may be friends out of this.
Short form: My ex was cheating on me the entire time with her ex, her ex had no idea we were even having sex let alone dating. He told me everything and I did the same for him. He didn't want anything to do with her and he has moved on, she wanted him so bad and it was an easy lay.
He told me many things from her past which I now know has caused psychological "trauma" to make her the way she is, and it's actually to the point that I am scared for her and dont know what to do. She was cheated on by her boyfriend of 2.5 years in highschool/ dated a year afterwards and he still ended up getting her pregnant and she had an abortion and her parents don't know. She has 'punished' herself since and he told me that she has slept with more than 30 people. She can't stop lying (obviously) our entire relationship was a lie, she never stops lying to everyone around her, her ex, her parents, strangers. I know she needs help and this is turning her in on herself, it's not my place any more, especially after our relationship was just a giant cheat, but what this is for me is basic human compassion and I can't sit back and see a person get destroyed. She is a dog that lets herself get beat over and over again, yet still comes back wagging it's tail.