I feel NOTHING

[jayjay30]

I swear I am so sick of being called names. fat, stupid, ugly, whore, skank, slut, cunt. im tired of IT!! So my ex if you wanna call him that is still here supposedly moving out tomorrow. i know its over because of the shit he has been saying. He called me a stupid whore today because i told him when he leaves the blanket and pillow he uses stays -as i have had that one blanket for 10 years its not his it belongs to me so he started calling me names. I was naming off things that do not leave this house things that belong to me. He can take his shit just leave what belongs to me alone. Im tired of head games. Sick of being upset all the time. I know its over because like i said to him the other day...when i take off the ring he gave me and put it on my other hand its over we are done. I feel nothing no remorse, no hurt feelings, NOT A DAMN thing. i used to feel upset if he said he was leaving. NOW i feel relief cause he is. i mean yes i love him but its dying out because of his treatment of me.

[Nicholas_V]

Good for you - I don't think there is any reason to feel anything else but relief, given your description of how he treated you...

[DoesntMatter]

Treat yourself to some pizza and beer tonight in celebration

[jayjay30]

I treated myself to a chocolate cake and strawberries! lol. now im just relaxing and ignoring him till he leaves tomorrow. i may even go on a date this weekend.

[doppelgaenger]

Not the best thing to eat if you're tired of being called a fatass, haha.

[jayjay30]

lol im only 5ft8 and 125lbs. so i think i can afford to eat it. i dont gain weight easily. my prekid weight was 99lbs after 5 kids i think i look pretty damn good.