Back again!!! Ill make this as short as possible..
Been together with this girl for year and a half, we broke up in December, and in Feb we decided to be FWB. This obviously led to feelings and what not so we decided that we are going to work together in order to build a healthier relationship. We were not together we were just trying to see if it can make it anywhere. Everything was great, we set ground rules about communication and etc. and everything was fine until yesterday. We spoke today and I asked her where we stand and she said that she is lost herself and she can't offer me anything and it's hard for her to say this because she misses me already. She said that she doesn't see "us" in her future and the spark isnt there anymore, hence she just told me she loves me and what not yesterday. I told her that i am walking away now and we can't be friends for a while and that she shouldn't of tried in the first place because i know where i want to be which is beside you and it's either you walk beside me or let it go now because i don't want to get hurt anymore. She said it's better if we go our on ways. I agreed and told her to take care of herself. It does hurt to know she isn't going to be there anymore because we were extreamly close. How can she love someone if she doesn't love herself she says? She has been telling me she wants me to find someone else so that she has no other choice but to move on, and she has been looking for reasons to break up our current status. I don't know, We decided not to talk for a while, i miss her already. It doesn't hurt as much as it did when we first broke up but the scar has opened up half way. Some advice would be wonderful on how i should carry myself, or if i should try to talk to her call her maybe? or just let it go once and for all? I know she is confused!
Thanks.