Now he thinks i always lie
I know this guy, we had an online relationship/friendship, before i went to see him, i made up a story that another guy liked me, the reason i did it was to see if he get jealous, which he did and he told me to get rid of him, he kept asking about the guy online and i went with the story that i made up, when i went to see him, i told him that no such guy ever existed.
Right after i told him, he got mad and our friendship slowly went down the drain, after weeks of him not talking to me online, its only been 2 days since we are back as friends, but as i tell him what i am doing and seeing/friends here, he keeps bringing up the idea of my lie, which is in a way him telling me that i am making up these stories again.
I told him that i would never lie to him again and that was one time only and i know better, but somehow he is using and will use this against me, I think part of it to make me suffer, since he is good at that and playing games, and the other part could be that he does not trust a word i say anymore.
I apologized many times, i am tired of saying that i am sorry or trying to justify that people i am friends with here are real people.
What should i do, when he brings up the past again. Apparently he was hurt by my lie, but that was my mistake, i am sure he lied to me many times but i did not bother to investigate or cared to know.
Please let me know what to do, I do not want to start apologizing and saying that i will never lie to you, this will make him doubt me more thinking i lied again and i feel guilty. Am I right?