I am thinking about maybe moving to a house with my mom and having a room to myself as a studio, working on children's book illustrations from home, and finding jobs whereever i can, and hanging out with you when/if you come visit to Japan. lol It would be fun? :3 You'd visit right? ... :< That way I can be with my mom and hang out with you and draw too. If I go back to Austin, it's not like you'd have time to hang out with me since you'd be working anyways, and I'd end up waiting for you to get home everyday and I didn't like that at all when I was there earlier. :\ this way, I'll get to hang out with you when you actually have time off!
And no I wouldnt marry you long distance so you'd have to eventually find a job in Japan before we even got engaged.
So then your mom would be happy because we wouldn't move anywhere for at least a year or two, and when you found a job/are ready, you'd be moving back to Japan. I guess that is the ideal plan. I don't know if we would stay together that long while long distance, but idk. Just a thought, I guess.
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Yeah... idk if long distance relationship is a good idea esp at the beginning of a relationship of a lifetime or whatever, because once you live together or what not later on, maybe it won't be the same as you imagined it would be like or what you remembered it to be like. idk. I don't know what you'd do if I didn't go back to Austin, but you should think about it because I don't know if I'm going to go back .. yet.
I know you wouldn't quit your job, that makes sense not to, you just started and you're doing so well, it'd be dumb to leave your company so soon. I don't even know if you'd want to leave in two years - you'd probably still be doing well, if not better, so maybe you'd want to stay for at least 5 years, which might end up being longer too if you get a higher up position. If that happens and I'm still not in the US, for sure we can't stay together -- there's just no way we can be together when we're apart for that long and it just doesn't make any sense to be together at that point, lol. I guess that's pretty far in the future so we have plenty of time to think about it, though.
For now, I still love you and miss you and want to see you