still think of my ex....

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Even with my ex having a kid now and us not even having contact with each other i still feel as though i love him and wish the best for him. I dont know im having mixed emotions, one minute im bitter about him having a baby by another woman then at times i just want to be there for him. But i cant go back to him because i feel as if he's trying to use the fact of him having a kid aganist me. I mean after the breakup he did date around but nothing serious and during that time he got a girl pregnant. I dont know what i should do? im moving forward but mentally my mind is still there....hopefully this passes i mean i just feel like he isnt ready to be a dad and i know he wanted to wait for kids we talked about it often but im sure he will be fine im just worried about him a little....