stressing me out

[headsashed]

Im now on my 3rd day of NC and its killing me,my ex has been to her friends drinking for the past 2 days and stopped over there.
Now the reason we she dumped me was because she kissed another guy and said she had feelings for him,but still we been seeing each other and kissing etc. Anywayall thats going through my head is that shes slept with this guy the past 2 nights and its really hurting me,im literally thinking about breaking the NC but i know it will make things worse.
im so lost.

[Kyeema]

It's normal you feel lost and hurt in a situation like this.

But you're strong and you will get through it, just hang on!

You deserve WAY better than her!

Feel hugged
Kyeema

[headsashed]

i totally agree with you,apart from the strong part,ive had to stop drinking because i cut my wrists twice in this past week.
ive been thinking maybe its best that i get my new jacket back off her today and just call it a day before it brings me down even more.

[Kyeema]

Do whatever is best for YOU!

By cutting your wrists you only hurt yourself, not her, so forget about that, will you!

If you're feelings get to strong and you don't think you can manage, please go and seek professional help! Seeking help is not a sign of weakness, on the contrary, it's a sign of strength to know how far you can go on your own and when you need to get help and then act accordingly.

You just have this one life, don't give her the power to ruin it for you, she's not worth it!

I know it seems impossible at the moment, but you will be happy again! Trust me!

Big hug
Kyeema