Well I have made up my mind towards expressing myself towards that girl that turned me down. I have decided not to because I have found out that there is someone else. I just found out on facebook. Unfortunately for me, my dreams are crushed. When I found out, it felt like a someone kicked me in the stomach. I am upset about it. I know on one hand I got a reason to be upset on another why should I care about someone who does not care about me. All I know is I am sick and tired of always going after people that does not come after me. Maybe I am to old school about stuff or maybe I am to nice. I don't know!