Hi forum!
I am feeling terribly down and I thought only you guys will be able to understand me. I'm a 26 year old girl, broken up for one year with my ex of about one year. I can't believe in this one year I have found no one I like enough to consider dating?? I mean I'm quite cute (maybe a little average looking), very smart, sweet and bubbly. How come I am having soooo much trouble finding someones? It breaks my heart more than I can bear to think that I may never have a family oof my own, or kids, just because of this stupid, terrible luck I have in love. Why me???? I have done nothing wrong to be given such a cruel punishment. My ex didn't even think I was good enough to stick around for, and left me. I don't mean to sound a little racist, but I am south asian and tend to look more towards white guys....when white guys don't really pay much attention to me since they tend to stay within their race. Maybe that's why its hard. But I live ina very caucasian town, and born here....so I come across very few south asian guys, and if I do, they're toooo south asian and foreign to me. Maybe I'm just confused. But I'm upset as to why not me?? Why dooes every strange, weird, mean girl find a bf to treat them well and ready to marry them, while I have absolutely no one!!!!! I don't know how to change my misfortune. Sometimes I feel like I might as well give up and stop living if I know I'll never find true love and have a family with him. Please give me some advice or encouragement to get me through.
Thanks a lot!
-Hope