we are in a long distance relationship. last night on msn she wasn't being fair with me. after she passed out on msn, i started ranting, but i didnt actually say anything bad tawrds her. once she passed out, I was just saying things like " this is what i get for being so nice?!?! when will I ever get to feel loved? f*ck x 1000!! ect" cuz she was so excruciating even after i was so kind and understanding. ive been overly kind to her because i love her, but she isnt to me... anways this is how it went the morning after.
Her:
I'm sorry for last night, i over-reaccted, was a b*tch, i do take you for granted and i wasn't even aware of it, i am trying you just don't seem to see, i'm sorry.... I'm so sorry
Me: And I'm sorry if I haven't been seeing your efforts. I'm also sorry for what I said after u passed out. I completely blew up there.
Her: It's okay I deserved it
Me: Don't say that. No one ever deserves to get blown up at, especially you.
Her: But hun. I was terrible to you
Me: It doesn't matter what you were. I'm supposed to be able to keep my cool. I don't want to be one of those people who rage out on the people they love.
Her: I know you love me.
Me: And so I have to show that. Getting pissed off doesn't show how much I love u. ( why did i say that... i always show how much i love her... )
Her: I guess
Me: yuppers
Her: I love you too
Me: I know u do
Her: Good
Me: well, thank you for the apology. It does mean a lot to me.
Her: you're welcome
Ect....
So do u think i was too nice? and possibly made her forget about what she did wrong to me by continuing to go on about how i shouldn't have blown up? or did i say all the right things?