I confessed to my best friend and got rejected.
I care for her a lot, and we used to talk online everyday.

We became really awkward after the confession. However, she improved a little and made the effort to joke. I was noticeably more distant with her because I am afraid she might take it the wrong way. I used to tease and joke with her and now Im cautious of doing that therefore it is still very awkward.


She has left the country for good. When I tried to talk to her online (in the way that I always do), she replied once or twice then starts ignoring my msgs....then when I send her a facebook email, she ignored that too. I was advised to back off. SO I did not talk to her for a week or two, then she started talking to me again? Then i went back to talking to her again, and now she is just a little bit colder again

What does this mean? I still love her. She is one of the nicest, most generous person I have ever met who can be just a little bit cold and shy at times.