I asked her directly what she thought & what she thought of the people who no longer want to be friends because I'll be going away.
All other times before now she hasn't wanted to talk about me leaving, always changing the subject back to what our days have been like, why are you doing tomorrow & a few laughing funny comments. This is the first time I've talked to her properly about leaving.
She said 'just remember its your life and are them friends always guna be there ?? Nahh probs not and if they can't be happy for you then shows how much of a good mate they are .' She then goes on to say I should give the job a try & if its not what I want then I can always pull out & wished me good luck for the future. Told me to do what I want & just be happy about it but it might take a while to become happy.
She never fully answered my question I.e. Does SHE want me to go ? - I know she wants the best for me and will wish me luck nomatter what. But that doesn't really tell me if she wants me to stay/go , it just shows that she wants the best for me
BUT - I really want to know how SHE feels about me going ... I.e. If it was upto her would she prefer me to stay. - she is the only reason I would want to stay at home ... I wouldn't say to her 'its upto you' thats very unfair, I would just ask her what she would do in my situation.
How can I ask her indirectly ?
Hard question so thanks a lot !