I met a girl, we were walking and talking and she asked me interesting questions and I'm sure she wanted me to kiss her, but I was thinking maybe I'm imagining things...and didn't do it...and another time in my room neither...we are on holidays and now she's with some other guys. One of them she likes, but I'm not sure if he knows it, she knows now that I would like to be more than friends, and she wasn't completely against it, it's because of the other guy. I feel so bad about it and keep thinking what would have been if only...she offered me to come with them but nothing is sure. I don't wanna lose her completely. She wanted to keep me up-to-date but she didn't call yesterday.
Should I talk to her about the whole thing? Like a friend-to-friend talk, only that it's about her and not somebody else ;-) And t
o be honest I don't really know what I want to accomplish by that.
I just feel so terrible... I fear that if I talk she might think that I'm like a stalker or something and hates me, but I just want to be with her, somehow (and wait for the moment it turns out that he's "a man" ;-)
The point is there could have been something and I ****ed it up and know I'm beating myself up about it...
PS. I'm shy in general :-(