Complicated relationship built on lies :(

[pandagirl]

Thanks for the advice

[searock]

Wait... what doesn't he know about you yet?

[BackUpOrGetStng]

This is beyond silly. End this nonsense, and get off your ass and go do something.

[VincenzoG91]

Were these real dates, or some b.s. online thing? Date locally.

[JB9]

This isn't a real relationship. Only thing I can suggest is therapy for your depression. Please deal with that and soon.

[searock]

So you two actually have never even met in person? I thought I got that wrong when I read that you started dating...

[TeeJay19]

You need to end this relationship and seek help. You're obviously insecure about yourself and created a fictional you for a fictional boyfriend (I know he's a real guy but this is over the internet so he might as well be fictional). You tried living in a fantasy land to escape the real you and your real life.

Go to therapy/counselling and deal with your depression. Learn to accept who you are and most importantly learn to love yourself. You'll never find happiness if you don't take these steps. Once you've achieved this you'll be ready for a real relationship.

[Jeff12]

Start slowly are interested in this.