Which road is more worth it??

[Rhainnonxx]

Okay I am in a very confusing spot and I just want general advice of what people think.

My ex who I was with for three years, married another girl as a "contract marriage" to obtain more money in the military so I decided it was time to truly move on because I didn't think I could forgive him so when I started dating someone else he decided to try and make things work with the girl he was with. I really like my current bf but it is hard because he doesn't let people in and he doesn't really understand how to be emotional and I'm an incredibly emotional person, so it leads to a lot of misunderstandings for us. Well recently I had been thinking about my ex and kind of missing him but I tried to ignore it and then out of nowhere he contacted me saying he keeps waiting for it to get easier but it only gets harder and that he never stops thinking about me or wanting me back(no I would not be with him if he continues to be married, that would have to end). And now I'm stuck, with my ex... I know he makes me the happiest I can be but he can also hurt me more then anyone I know, but with my current bf i have no idea if he is ever going to let me in but I also don't think he could hurt me the way my ex has. Either way I would miss the person I don't choose and either way I would regret my choice in one way or another.. But I don't know which I would regret more or which choice would be more worth it. Do I choose the road I know and miss, or do I choose the new road I don't know and don't know where it leads...?

[Jason521]

Thanks for your post