Yeah, I'm 21 and have never had a gf or a real friend. I'm ugly (in every way, looks wise), weird, poor and generally unlikable. Most girls have only ever laughed at me or ignored me. As far as I know it's impossible for a girl to like me back. I've never been completely comfortable approaching girls, mainly cause they clearly don't like me (ugliness). I've went for looks and personality in the past but neither got any results. I've become very bitter and depressed over this. I don't see any reason to live if I can never experience love.
Do you think theres any point in trying anymore? Once I got rejected by a girl and my brother****ed her in the next room on my parents bed (I had to listen to it too). I'm pachetic, things like that only happen to pachetic people. My life sucks because I suck IMO.
What do you think I should do?