Sooo this is a little bit of a strange situation... I guess the best is the start. I met a girl online about an year ago, we hit it off really well, always had something to talk about common interest, we would spend hours with each other, and grew incredibly close.... But she is married. We would text and video chat on skype, and all that kind of stuff. We really started caring for each other. Saying I love you and telling each other I miss you. She would tell me how much her husband ignores her and that they were more like roomates. We kept our little online relationship a secreat from everyone but a mutal friend.
Well one night he got drunk and told her irl best friend everything that had been going on between us, we were both a pretty upset about it, and her friend started threatening to tell her husband. We were both pretty upset about it, neither one of us had the means to make things work at the time and had no way to handle it, so we both decided it was best to break it off, this lasted a few months and there were a ton of arguments between each other. Eventually we stopped talking and really didn't see much of each other. Things went bad for us for quite a while, I thought she was over me so I started moving on, dating irl nothing that ever really. Two weeks ago she started talking to me agian, apologiesing for ever letting me go, and since then it's been kinda the same thing all over agian our old feelings kicked back in and its like there was never even a loss of time between us.
Idk really if I should let this keep going though, it has it's ups and downs. I'm not even sure if she ever actually wants to be with me... I just don't want to get hurt agian but I do love her, she is married though and that bugs me a lot too...
What should I do?