hey guys, so there's this girl (lets call her T) who rejected me twice but once supposedly had feelings for me. oh and she is also my closest friends and we consider each other best friends so you already know it's complicated. (for any background info on my friendship with her, just click on my name to see my previous posts)
so it's been a while since events have transpired and we talk normally now. suddenly now she comes to me and complains that i don't talk to her enough and that i don't hang out with her enough in person? she also complains that i shouldn't care what my friends think. she even invited me to join her group that helps out the school so that we can more chances to talk. we have a 3 day field trip coming up and she even said she wouldn't mind hanging out there.
normally none of this would be a problem to me but considering my strong feelings for her, i find it hard to hang out just to be friends. i tried to explain this but i don't think she understood it fully. one of my friends says she is into me and another one says just hang out with her if she says so.
what does she want and what am i supposed to do? i know most of you will tell me to stop hanging out with her but i can't because of my feelings. (feel free to say anything bad, its okay)
i feel like such a wuss. am i overthinking it?