Basically broke up with my ex about 6/7 weeks ago.
We was only together 3 months and she accidently fell pregnant.
It was her decision to abort and i agreed. The day she got the abortion she went really distant and in the end we finished. I tried my very best to be there for ber but she pushed me away.
It honestly was the best start to a relationship ive ever had - we got on so so well. Our relationship only went sour the time of her abortion.
Ive aways thought we ended because it messed her head up (which it obviously would of done) however my sensible friend said this was not the case. He said we ended because she didnt want me enough which i kinda now agree on. I think ipat the start she did really want me then her feelings changed. Maybe she thought it was all too much too soon and it scared her? Ill never know. She did give me a reason but its complete b***s**t and its obviously not true.
Anyways i didnt pester her or anything when we broke up and up until wednesday we had gone just under 4 weeks n.c. I text her on wednesday a really funny silly very random message and she replied laughing. We exchanged funny random texts. She asked if i was ok and how my holiday was etc and then she didnt reply to my last text (it was late and she always used to randomly not reply claiming she had fell asleep)
Thing is though what next?
My p.o.a is to not nagg her and try and talk to her again in 3/4 days maybe on sunday when shes bored. Try and continue talking and my long term goal is to continue talking with a view to her feeling comfortable and wanting to come see me. Ive been told that if i keep her attention, not to mention the breakup, abortion or getting back together and to keep it all light but most importantly be the funny lad she fell for when texting.
I know what most of you think, idiot for breaking n.c however, this wasnt a bad break up. There was never ever any arguements between us even when we split. Yeah the split wasnt nice but wasnt a slanging match. None of us did anything wrong.
I just really love her and id feel more of an idiot for not trying