1. I did tell him that Its not that I don't want sex as soon as we touch, but that I lack confidence to make the first move.
2. the next afternoon when I saw him, he kissed me first, but instead of just a light kiss back, I kissed him more passionately, after making out I climbed onto his lap... then we had sex.
Holly, you have done well to find out what you have problems with and also by telling him how you feel.
You already know how to initiate, look at #2 above, you did it! Just do it again. The more you do it, the easier it gets. I used to be shy talking to girls, so I practiced, and got better at it. Now I'm not shy anymore. It just takes practice. You can do it. Confidence comes from inside you. One way to get more confidence is to practice. And remind your husband to encourage you when you DO initiate. Sometimes he might forget, just because he is busy.
I think the sex therapist is fine for you. Keep seeing her.
You may want to read this article on Libido Types: "spontaneous" vs "reactive" libido
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So tell me, how many pasta dishes do you have at Thanksgiving? We had at least 3. lol. Part of my family is Italian.
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