Basically I'm in college and my girlfriend is in high school. We've talked for about 7 months, we only made our relationship official after I left for college. She is the prettiest girl I have seen in real life, and has guys all over, it's funny how many enemies I have made since talking to her. I have been good and understand that many guys are going to talk to her and haven't gotten too jealous. She made me fall in love with her.
Fast forward to recent times. I recently went back home, and things were all good, until she tried to hide her texts. Long story short she deleted her texts, yet got mad at the texts I had on my phone. I know she isn't cheating on me, it takes a long time for her to hookup with someone, unless she wants to piss you off, she admitted to flirting with someone in the texts though... I ended up breaking up with her, but she got really upset and said she was done texting other guys, and I told her I would stay with her if she changed. She agreed and said she would change. The next day I left to go back to college. After the long drive back to UMass I moved all of my luggage in and parked my car. When I got out of the car I had a text that said, "How do you expect me to not text other guys if you don't text me?" This got me extremely angry because I had been driving and had no chance to text her. Long story short I broke up with her before she could apologize and explain her feelings. This absolutely killed her, she was crying for a long time, and she blew up her twitter talking about how upset she was. I had broken up with her two days in a row, and she was pissed. I told her I wouldn't break up with her again if it wasn't for real. Fast forward a week and she became acting weird, I could tell something was wrong, I should have just ignored her and she would have missed me and everything would have been fine. Instead I called her and she said she needed time to think, she said she still liked me, just some people had been saying "Why are you with him? He's at UMass partying and you're home having to deal with it." (I only want her, yes I'm in college I'm going to party, but I would never cheat on her.) So basically I got angry and said "If you need time to think maybe we should just break up" She was quick to tell me how she was never gonna break up with me and only needed to feel that she missed me. And now she was pissed, I had lied because I told her I was never going to break up with her again, I went back on my word... She was very upset and needed time to think. We've talked a little, and she has told me she loves me. I called her last night and told her I'm not going to talk to her til she has had enough time to think.
Today I got a text that said this "So I thought about it and I need a break like I'm confused. I still wanna talk to you all the time though. Its just idk." then I said "You should have called me when you got out of school." She said "Do u not wanna do that? Like.. Do u not wanna take a break do u wanna just like break up?" "Like I need to know" Then she called me. I have ignored these last few attempts at contacting me... How do I get her back? I know it's not too late. She always ends up missing me... But I'm not going through a break... She has also been saying that she thinks I have wanted to break up for a while. And let me repeat she is literally the hottest girl I have ever seen, I'm worried