Gosh... where do I start? Ok... so 4 years ago I was talking to this really sweet Guy who I liked a lot.. we were both really young(18) but we got a long really well! We never dated but it was about to get to that point. The problem was that he lived really far away so we never saw eachother. I ended up messing up with one of my best Guy friends and ended up dating the Guy friend that lived near me. Me and the Guy I was talking to remained fb friends but didn't talk at all... soooo I don't know what I was thinking but I ended up marrying the Guy friend( his name is Alex) and we were married for 3 years... until he had a affair and I divorced him... I was so upset. Well after that I made a new fb page with my old last name.. the next night the Guy I talked to before (Matt) messages me asking if everything's ok..( after we haven't spoken really in 3 or so years) I tell him that my husband and I are getting a divorce and he tells me he's sorry to hear that and says "if you need to vent here's my number, I'm here now, I always have been" so I text him a few days later and tell him what happened and he listens.. then we just started talking and catching up and what not.. he starts bringing up things about me from our past, small things like phone convos we had had, he would remember things like my favorite color and he would tell me how he remembered how pretty of a voice I had... just random stuff like that... then he told me that I broke his heart and that he never got to tell me how he felt... which came out of no where. But he remembers EVERYTHING about me. Any way I'm planning to move to the same state as him next year for a fresh start as I have some friends there... but I'm also planning a small trip there next week with my mom to scout some areas. He found out I was coming and wanted my mom and I to stay with him and even offered to tour us around.. he keeps telling me how excited he is to see me... and I'm... I don't really know how I feel... nervous... And excited but mostly nervous.. I just don't understand how he never asked me out in the beginning and how 4 years later he still remembers me and feels the need to get certain things off his chest... Idk. I'm still going through my divorce right now.. And dealing with that stress... He knows all of this so he doesn't text much or bug me.. But I feel like there is something there with him... Like the other day he was telling me about when he has physical therapy for his knee because of a snow boarding accident that while he was going through that... I was the best part of one of the worst times in his life "I don't think I could have done it without you". I guess I just don't get where he's coming from, I just want him to be my friend right now... I guess I just need someone to comment on this...