i need help

[bicep]

ok here is my situation i met this girl here were i live like 5 month ago, she was visiting her family. and i really started liking her and she me. but she's from an other state. when she left we keept on talking on the phone internet and so on. i've been really loyal to her and she is to me. i was wating for her to move over here with her family like she said she would. but now i came to realize thats probebly never going to happen. we havent seen each other in 5 months but still keept talking. in that time i've been staying at home mostly so she wouldnt have to worry or be said. but the problems didnt start till bout 2 weeks ago, the thing is im getting depressed. i dont knwo what to do this is getting so hard for me im depressed and things dont see to get better ...... i feel like i cant do this anymore, but i really dont want to hurt her because i like her very much
what should i do..

[CowgirlFromHell]

That's a very difficult situation, and it's hard to give advice to this one. If it were me, I would find someone else. I know that's a hard notion to conceive at this point, but it really doesn't seem like anything between you two would work out at this time in your lives...