been in relashionships since 15 im 44 now got grown up children been with my current boyfriend for 7 years he is moving away in about 3months im finding it very hard to deal with i have my own place with one daughter at home he is not a commiter hasnt lived with someone since the 90s he dosent want to do it again we get on go away see each other every day have dinners are really best friends he seems ok with going says if i regret it ill have to live with leaving you i said please its been years u havent gone because of me it has to be now or never i knew at the begining he wanted to move ive got a constant knot in my stomach but i have to see it threw i know i will be on my own then which i have never been so im scared of that to i love him he loves me never felt this way about someone what would u do would you also be heartbroken or am i bringing it on myself he is 52.





